Tumblr. you have been great to me. but I think I use you as a negative coping mechanism and therefore we must part. i know this is a very sad sad day, but you just make me sad more than happy. and i just can’t afford that right now. maybe one day we will meet again. i sure hope so. let me just figure some stuff out and i will come back to you.
To add to it I am miserable. I’m on my period and constantly feel like I’m being punched in the ovaries. Also I feel like I have to throw up…not sure what that is all about. Also this whole changing continents thing really is messing me up. I was up at 6 this morning…wtf?
Was one of the best nights I’ve had in Madrid. At dinner Mari Paz’s grandkids were decorating the itsy bitsy christmas tree she got. They were so cute and it was just so much fun to eat and watch them be little kids. They would fight over which ornaments they got to put up, and Mari Paz would yell at them, and it just made me realize how I miss being around that. When you are at college or away, there aren’t many little children and you aren’t really around many families. I can’t wait to be home and enjoy all the bickering, laughing, and family drama in person (not just via skype).